Life is what you make of it

So life i have decided is what you make of it. Life is hard and sometimes I don't feel its worth fighting but then a friend will call or someone will drop by and will make me laugh and i forget everything for awhile. This past week has been a big struggle and I have only started to deal with the one thing that has happened. I so much want to go use but I know that is not the answer either cause it will only complicate things. I just hope that with the Lord's help I make it through this with flying colors and work towards a future to where I can be happy and free.