I am getting excited

So today I really have begun my countdown to Utah. I leave in 41 days. I am super excited because it gets me away for 10 days. I am excited to meet people I don't know and to see people who I know and love. It is going to be an awesome experience. I decided too today to apply for a summer job as a camp counselor. It gets me outside my shell and will challenge me and help me grow. I am super excited and can't wait. I will get to see the camp next week and it will be awesome. Life is funny because one minute it will seem that it is all dark and there is no hope but then the next moment there is hope. While the past few months have not been easy I am hoping the next few will be exciting yet challenging. I love all my friends and am so grateful for those that I have gotten to know. While i know that there are ammends to make and they will take time I truely hope that people can forgive me and that I can forgive myself for stuff as well as those that i need to forgive.