Wow it's been a little over a month since I did an update

Hey sorry it's been a very busy and stressful few weeks but I'm still here. Lets see New Years came and went by fast. Paul went to FL and is due to come home in 8 days. I really can't wait to see him. I still do love him and hope we can work on having a relationship and that who knows maybe more. He makes me smile and laugh and just really boasts me up emotionally lately when I talked to him. Rock group is back and is a lot of fun. I really enjoy each of the kids (even the ones I struggle with). I couldn't have my dental surgery due to my iron being way too low but we are working on that and hopefully mid april or late april I will have them taken care of and new teeth in june. In 6 days it will be 11 months since I started on my journey to finally get rid of stuff and it's a struggle to this day not to run at times but what I have gone through and continue to go through refines me into the person God wants me to be. Life is awesome!!!!!