Crazy and sick

So I'm still currently battling stomach issues. I was in once again in the hospital from friday night until early this afternoon. Had my lovely friend the ng tube down my nose too. So I had a lot of time to think and it's time for a new outlook on life. I'm looking into working and actually had someone email me back on a resume I sent out that wants to talk on thurs. It's a step in the right direction. I am truely blessed and amazed daily but all the things I am learning. I have quite crying why to the lord and am just asking for his guidance and direction as we deal with all this stuff. So to my friends who read this I love ya and hope life is going good for each and everyone of you.