It's been a rough week but I'm still here

Well lets see the big thing that happened is Paul and I broke up. I choose to break up with Paul because after much time, energy, and input from other people decided that I wasn't ready for a relationship with anyone and before things became too serious such as an engagement I decided to call things off for now. He wasn't very happy and I'm grateful I did it in a public place because I think it could have turned physical if I hadn't done it in public. Life is still good despite trying to sort stuff out. I have 6 months now! Talk about exciting. It's been awhile since I have had that much time in. I finished my aftercare group today and now I'm just down to individual counseling and after a couple months will be done. I'm excited because ROCK group starts next week!!!!!!