Very grateful this morning

Today is the day before my 30th birthday and I am truely grateful for many things in my life. First I am grateful that I made it to 30. I have done things in my life where I could have easily died but yet I am here and I take this to mean that there is something left for me to do here on this earth. I am grateful today more so for my birthmother. She had to make one of the hardest if not the hardest decision to put me up for adoption. I at times wish this would have been an open adoption but I am grateful that she still kept my wellbeing first and decided to give me what she couldn't. I am grateful for my adoptive family. I may not always get along with them but they have gone through hell and back with me and haven't given up on me ever. I know as a teen there were many times they would have liked to say they were done but they weren't able too. If there is anything as a mom (birth or adoptive) that would be my mom cause she has the same amount of love as any mother who birthed their child. I am grateful for my little sister. While we don't always get along she makes me laugh and I honestly don't know where I would be without her in my life. I am grateful to have a loving Heavenly Father who wants me to return to live with him and that he sent his son to atone for my sins. I am grateful to be clean and sober. The last month has been hell but i have made it through it clean and that is only through the help of God and my support systems and friends.