Sunday, October 31, 2010

Life doesn't always lead where I want it to go but God leads me to where he wants me


This is a picture from when my family went on our cruise to Bermuda in April. I really would love to be there but I'm here in cold ohio which is ok too. Anways life right now has been truely a big trial but I know in all of it there are great blessings that will come. Recently I went to a place and Canton and came home very sick. They diagnoised with with colitis but now aren't sure that is what is going on. I was supposed to have a ct last week and couldn't drink the stuff they give you so I am attempting it again. I also have a special xray on thurs that could take between 4 and 6 hours. My white count is all off (that's even on antibioics) and my hemoglobin has dropped yet again. I know that what ever is going on that God will provide an answer to what is going on and will strength me and provide a way through this. Please keep myself and my family in your prayers during all this because it's not easy on them not knowing what is wrong. Also please keep a friend of mine and her family in your prayers. She lost her infant son on Weds morning and I wish there was more that I could do. Anways I will just image I am on the beach in Bermuda and hope to feel better asap!